I have so much of it it's pretty pathetic.
I have a tendency to shift through moods like water in a rushing river, some times I have the motivation but not the skill, others I have the skill but no motivation, and it's hard most of the time to love something I've worked hard on only to have no one give a fuck.
It makes me question if I want to keep doing this, but I know I can never stop, this is the only thing any one knows me for.
It's a super shitty legacy, but it's mine.
but still tho, fuck art, this is bullshit.